Experiences · Feelings · Love

Tried to resist but…

“How can she do this to me. I feel betrayed. I feel exhausted by the emotional pain that she is giving me right now. This has to end, and it will. I won’t let her do this every day. That’s enough.!” 

His anger seemed to have crossed all limits.

      “This won’t work…. You still love her”. 

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Experiences · Love · snippets

Perfect 

When he saw her for the first time, 

She was a perfect stranger for him. 

From being a perfect stranger to a perfect lover, 

The story inspired many people on it’s way. 

The story showed love, hate and guilts. 

Do’s and Dont’s that other people were to follow,

Setting an example for a perfect relationship. 

As for now,  the perfect couple is no longer together. 

As she chose to walk towards a different direction,

That led her so far away from him. 

Destiny never seemed so cruel.

For him, she became a perfect lesson of his life. 

Feelings · Love · snippets

How It Happens :’) 

​When you think that everything is going well.  
Something happens that changes your time.  

When you get confused between right and wrong.  

When you get to know what’s the reality.  

Relationships are strange,  unpredictable.  

And the most important thing ,  don’t ever try to understand a girl. 

You can never understand a girl. 

But if you insist yourself more in this ,  you may fall in love. 

Experiences

Like any other story…

I called her up and asked her if we could hang out somewhere. It was nearly a month since we switched from talking 5 hours a day to not talking at all. I thought it would be great if I could confront her about everything that was happening in my life. I wished everything became transparent between us just the way it was before, I wished something that every human asks himself /herself at a point of their lives. I wanted my past back.

A YEAR AGO 

Continue reading “Like any other story…”

Experiences · Fiction

Parting ways

She walked down the street to meet him on the eve of her wedding night. 
” Wow! This is for me? What’s in this? ” His excitement crossed insanity as he saw an envelope with a big heart on it. 

” Open this when you are alone “.  She hugged him and turned back to leave when a drop of tear rolled down her cheek. 

Only she knew that the letter contained the confessions of the past ten years of their impossible love story :’)

Experiences · Travelling

Journey to paradise : Kashmir! 

I woke up next to my cousin brother, tired and exhausted. Even six hours after starting our journey we were still in the car. Maybe going to Kashmir by road was a mistake, but what else can we do when we are travelling with three families full of cheapskates.

Those zig-zag roads in the mountains were making all of us feel dizzy. Especially me, as I’m very vulnerable to these kinds of scenarios. All i did was pop up some medicines that would make me fall asleep for hours. This worked pretty well in the first place. Our SUV climbed one of the steepest and dangerous roads on earth giving us goosebumps.

The journey showed me one of the best sceneries that anyone can ever imagine. Those Himalayan snow clad mountains, green pine trees and water streams were like heaven. All this while I wondered how nature made everything so precise. Everything seemed to have a story of its own. The sun hid behind the mountains teasing people with its dim sunshine. In that cold weather, all i wanted was some heat from the sun. I stepped out of the car and inhaled the freshest air ever.  I took out my phone from my pocket and took a snap.

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It was one of the most beautiful things i had ever seen.  For the first time in my life, i was so much in love with nature.  I wished if this moment would never end. I lie down on the soft grass and looked at the clear blue sky as it looked like the guardians of this beautiful ecosystem. Those thin long trees shielded the ground and tiny animals worshipped their home.

I compared the exotic scenery with the human life. Considering every component of nature with the human life.

  • The sky would depict the success of our lives as it governed the environment just as success does to our lives. 
  • The downhill would signify the failure but at the same time, the uphill would give us a hope of success. 
  • The soil taught us how to be grounded in our life and how generosity and humbleness would make us stay happy. 

In the midst of my deep thoughts, i forgot that it’s been long since we took a break in our journey. It was time for us to resume our expedition at what is called the “Paradise on earth”.


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Experiences · Feelings

Choosing Paths :) 

I’m at a point of my life where i have to take tough decisions. They say this is the time when fate is decided.  

I’m almost 18 years old now and being in india this is considered one of the most crucial time of our lives. As I have finally completed my high school there is only one question that is being asked to me everyone around me and by myself. 

“What are you planning to do in life now?”. Honestly i have no idea. Three years back i felt the same kind of dilemma where i had to choose my stream of academics. I was clueless then, i never had any ambitions in life. My parents always encouraged me to take up challenges. I finally decided to study science as my subject. 

 Three years post then I’m still the same. I’m still clueless about my life. I still don’t have any ambition. I don’t have any goal in life. All i know is to live in the present moment. Situations are similar but this time i feel that a lot is at stake. In India, most of the people wish for a secure job, a house and a family. That’s what we call being ‘settled‘. 

I’m a kinda very distracted person. I don’t have any great academic records. I was a bright student when i was younger. Times have changed as my performance has degraded so much that forget about scoring good,  i even struggle to PASS an exam. At a place where there is seventy percent probability that your academics will decide your future, I’m screwing up big. Sometimes i cry to myself and sometimes i feel I’m depressed. When my results are out i think that i would like to be among those thirty percent people who would do something else for a living. 

Everytime i try to discuss the issue with my mother, the conversation ends like this. 

“Mom i don’t think I’m those study types and i wanna do something else in life”

” okay then what do you wanna do? ”

” I really don’t know…. But something else than studies “

I feel fortunate that i have sensible parents who are willing to understand and give me a chance. 

But time is running out…. I can’t think of anything that will give my life a direction. 

I know I’m not a loser and someday i will find my way out. 


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